yoru
You have a blessed life. You have Earth water and wood all together in a row in both directions. You have two sets of Earth wood and water.
If there's a disadvantage, and I wouldn't call it if it's advantage but if you would, your heart is just going to be divided about whether you should pursue your wonderful
A. Physical activities
Or fantastic
B. Mental philosophical activities
There is a meditation to do both at the same time. But without this meditation your life is still wonderful enough to do one at a time.
The only conflict is your spiritual energy and your mental energy.
Most people have two or three conflicts. You only have one. Your thoughts as your ideas fight against your deeper higher calling.
You were given the direction and a calling but you constantly say no, this is not practical, too whimsical, I'm just not going to go anywhere.
But you really should listen to your spirit.
You need a remedy to stop fighting your own inner subconscious and spirit.
The people You meet, your friends, if they have the right energy, if they were born at exactly the right time, so they can deflect your inner conflict so that you are free to pursue the spirit you were born with.
You should know the birthdays of the people who can do that for you.