Ceres
Ceres
Moo.me.water+,
Mer.wa.water+,
Ven.me.earth+,
Ear.ea.fire+,
Mar.fi.water-,
Jup.wo.wood+,
Sat.ea.water-,
MJ.fiwo.earth-
Great thank you. Moved you up to the top of the list. Haha!
This means that your private side is very deep introspective and cautious. Caution and fear are your subconscious natures. Your Earth is fire. Fire is extroverted, fire is bright and noticeable. So when you're with your friends and workmates, you are outgoing, you are the one leading everyone to feel better to work hard to cheer up and even leading them to go to clubs or get a drink.
But you hate working. Some people love working. Other people can tolerate working. You just hate it all the time.
If you put all this together, romantically, you can superficially get close to people but you push them away once they start getting to know you. You seem very confident and easy going on the outside but you won't let anyone get close to you intimately.
The more attractive you become, this will become even more striking. But being attractive requires a lot of work. That's work that you don't like doing. So you might not notice this dynamic very much. But if you become extremely attractive, your hot cold pull and push hard to get routine will make people interested in you very frustrated.
Let me know how accurate this diagnosis is. Because we're going to build you remedies that will deflect your internal conflicts and fill up all your missing energies.