Midnightsonne you have a great deal of metal. You have many projects that you start and leave unfinished. If you just focused on one project you would be highly prolific, productive, powerful. But you scatter your energy.
You have very strong coaching energy but most people are too weak to follow you. People get hurt trying to do what you tell them to.
And you are deeply philosophical. You are very hard to get to know. You built a comfortable Palace called sadness.
Most of your energy is spent conflicting against yourself like three swords in the same scabbard.
If your swords were directed outward, you could conquer a nation