The_HanHan_Man welcome. Can you post both birth dates?
Yours and your ex?
Energies tend to echo so we can calculate when the reverberations of your past relationship will end.
Your relationships with people destroy your emotional health. You become unhappy with the people around you. Your thoughts destroy your relationships. You will become suspicious and doubtful of the people around you. And your thoughts will constantly fight your deeper calling or your spirit.
You will also hate doing physical work.
To become successful as a writer, you will need to divert the destructive energy between your heart your words your thoughts and your spirit.
You're familiar with Indian culture I can elaborate
In traditional Indian spiritual and yogic practices, there are seven main chakras. Here are their names:
Muladhara - Root Chakra
- Located at the base of the spine.
Svadhishthana - Sacral Chakra
- Located in the lower abdomen, about two inches below the navel.
Manipura - Solar Plexus Chakra
- Located in the upper abdomen in the stomach area.
Anahata - Heart Chakra
- Located in the center of the chest, just above the heart.
Vishuddha - Throat Chakra
Ajna - Third Eye Chakra
- Located between the eyebrows.
Sahasrara - Crown Chakra
- Located at the top of the head.
Each chakra is associated with different aspects of physical, emotional, and spiritual well-being.
If you zoom out and look at your entire energetic profile, since writing requires unity between your spirit your mind your words and your emotions, your desire to become a writer is an echo of your desire to simply unify your higher chakras.
This is a noble pursuit.
And it is indeed possible. Does this make sense so far?